No Escaping the Freelance Conscience

Really, I think the hardest thing about being freelance is having to deal with me.

Being all up in my own head, with no one else to fend off but myself, it is really quite a struggle.

So here I am trying to find a great, supportive group of people again. Something where we can all get out of our own heads for awhile and meddle in someone else's affairs. Yeay!

If I find the answer, I'll let you know. Until then, I'll post a new poem...

dig deep to uncover the past
and fall into
the crushing abyss
time never heals

dig deep to discover the truth
and catapult
head over hell
it's fucking with you

dig deep to realize the pain
that rears you awake
and sears your flesh
cover your face

dig deep
and you realize
it will be there
beautiful